I may know you. The first title of this post was supposed to be “Do I know myself”? I know my full name, age, nationality and the details on an I.D. or some document (well, mostly). But what I don’t know is what I want, what I have, and what I am. Am I one of those who like writing their hearts out? Am I one of those confused little buggers who don’t know what path they’re going to take? Maybe the question which would have the answer of ‘yes’ is the second one.
If you ever found my post about my thoughts of dropping out of school, the feeling is coming back again. And then I remembered this certain Boy Meets World episode where Shawn was “persuaded” by their Guidance Counselor to “travel” and stuff. Heh.
Things are not going fine between me and my dad. And it’s all because of me and my “relationship” with the Internet, the TV and lots of other distractions. I lost something very expensive and something I can’t afford. I’m in total shame, but I’m still surfing the Internet. Slap me if you want. I grew up in a high-tech world, with automated stuff, so I don’t know much about the value of many important things. I want to experience beating a carpet! -smile-
Okay, that’s it. I’m washing the dishes. I never should be lazy. I never should be lazy. I REALLY must remember that.
